The Banality of
Atrocity
There was nothing ominous about that Wednesday
morning on March 2003, nothing to indicate the horror that followed.
Yosi, Yuval’s father, woke Yuval at 06:30, and like any
other day, gave him a warm morning hug.
The sun was already out on that cold winter day, the sky was
blue, scattered with little white clouds.
Yosi suggested that Yuval wear a light
coat over his school’s uniform. Yuval sat down to eat
his favorite breakfast – Cocoa cereal with milk. He was
wearing long blue sweat pants, a black shirt and a green overcoat
He was also wearing the new blue sneakers his parents bought
him three days ago in Eilat, where they all went together on
vacation.
While he was eating, his mother came to
say goodbye and hurried out to catch her ride to work. She never
imagined that this would be the last time she would ever see
him. Yuval picked up the yellow-cheese sandwich that was neatly
waiting for him on the table, put it in his school bag, gave
his father a hug and a kiss and said smiling: “see you
in the afternoon!”.
A father’s gaze followed his child’s
little figure all the way down the path leading out to the world.
As he was watching his son, Yosi couldn’t help feeling
so proud.
Yuval went out of sight behind the shrubs
and was heading towards the bus station, while his father got
back to his business.
Everything looked normal.Yet not everything
was.
At that same time, a vicious killer named
Mohammed Kowassma left his village, Abu-Diss, near Jerusalem.
He was wearing a detonator belt around his waist. Somehow that
previous night, with unbearable ease, he had managed to pass
a security roadblock and was now riding a truck towards his
hideous mission:
DESTINATION: Haifa
TARGET: A bus full of people, preferably
children.
At the same time, now not so far away,
the pupils of Grade 8 at Re’ali Junior High School continued
their busy schedule. The English lesson has just ended and the
Math lesson was about to begin. At the end of that school day,
while the murderous squad was looking for the right bus to blow
up, Yuval stayed in school, on his art teacher’s request,
to finish the drawing of a funny lion for Purim.
That was why Yuval left a half an hour later
that usual and got on that death bus. At 14:05 he got on bus
number 37 that was packed with students, can’t wait to
get back to his loved, loving home.
Yet he will never get home because the killer
is already sitting there, waiting to execute his cruel scheme.
Yuval reaches the back of the bus and sits on the fifth bench
from the back, on the right.
It is 14:07
The bus starts moving. After 300 driving meters, Yuval
calls his mother and lets her know that he is on his way home.
She has no idea that this is the last time she will ever hear
that sweet voice.
It is 14:10
Yuval calls his father and lets him know, too, that he is on
his way home (He always has to assure those anxious parents
of his…). His father tells him that they’ll meet
at home in half an hour, and tells Yuval a joke. Yuval laughs.
This is the last time Yosi will ever hear that bursting laugh.
Yuval ends the call by saying: “Dad! I love you”
It is 14:12:32
This is when Yuval’s wristwatch stopped working
since at that exact second the killer activates the detonator
belt and the bus explodes. 17 Kilograms of crashing explosives,
along with hundreds of small metal balls designed to worsen
the impact, spread with great velocity across the bus. Yuval,
whose right hand was still grasping the phone, is smashed into
the side of the bus; his little body burnt, contorted and suffering
while every life system in his body collapses as he painfully
dies. His dead left hand slips to the outer side of the bus.
That is what happened on that
horrible Wednesday, fifth of March 2003.
EVERYTHING BLUE NOW TURNED BLACK.
My
Child Breathes No Longer
Yuvali. This is how your
short life had ended,
Between ashen debris and the horrific smell of scorched
flesh.
In the photo of a heartless
photographer,
I could see the outline of your lifeless body,
Lying under a checkered blanket of white and blue.
The gentle hand I lovingly
held so many times,
Is now visible under it, amputated and dripping blood.
A hand that caressed, hugged and created,
Is now dangling out of this mobile incinerator.
In a single flash of
sickening thunder,
Your were butchered, slaughtered, murdered and mutilated
Just like your great grandparents 63 years ago in
the Holocaust.
Perhaps that hand, hanging
out of the sooty window,
Is stretching out to me, your daddy, desperately pleading
For me to come rescue you, like I’ve always
promised I would.
But all in vain for
I have failed.
I was not there to save you from that hell.
And you are gone, so
gone
My child breathes no longer. |
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